Amadeus的思考領域

每次只要聽到X JAPAN的《Art of life》的時候，心情總是會很激動，然後難過的流淚。這首YOSHIKI描寫自身前半生的歌曲，其實某方面很像在說我自己，或許是我跟他的成長背景有相似之處，又或許是現在的我對於未來感到迷惘。

我是什麼？

我有能力，或是有資格去愛別人嗎？家人、朋友、又或者是……我不像表面上這麼堅強……

You're trying to commit suicide
You're satisfied with your prologue
Now you're painting your first chapter black
You are putting the scraps of life together
and trying to make an asylum for yourself
You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage
and
You are trying to kill me

但是我還沒找到追尋的目標，我還沒留下些什麼，如果這樣放棄，我不甘心！就讓我再奮戰下去，找尋我自己的《Art of life》

I'm breaking the wall inside my heart
I just wanna let my emotions get out
Nobody can stop
I'm running to freedom
No matter how you try to hold me in your world
Like a doll carried by the flow of time
I sacrificed the present moment for the future
I was in chains of memory half-blinded
Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams

Close my eyes
Rose breathes I can hear
All love and sadness melt in my heart
Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my mind

Dreams can make me mad
I can't leave my dream
I can't stop myself
Don't know what I am
What lies are truth?
What truths are lies?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
Art of life
I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live? Do I try to love?

Art of life
An Eternal Bleeding heart
You never wanna breathe your last
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I'm feeling for
A Rose is breathing love
in my life

以上英文歌詞出自X JAPAN《Art of life》